It's all here

I need to use this more, I've only made one post, so I'm making it my priority to do this regularly.
I do hope you can forgive me, my first post was awfully rude. I didn't even introduce myself.
now I've kept a lot of secrets over the past years and often, they've landed me in some really tough spots. I feel awkward telling people personal things about myself and I like to keep myself to myself. so I think this blog will be good to spill on, because I'm not talking to anyone in particular.
there will be no secrets here.

my name is grace. I'm 16 and I'm in my first year of college. I don't feel like I have many friends at all, just *buddies* that I hang about with. I haven't had a boyfriend for over two years, but I've fucked 6 boys (that I can remember) in those two years (I say *fucked* because that's all they were, nothing meaningful). I live with my mum and younger brother who I get along with most of the time. I love music, photography, films and magazines that relate to them.
I only drink at parties but I make sure I get disgustingly drunk when I do. I've taken at least 3 illegal drugs and smoke dope once or twice a week.
for the biggest secret of all. this is a big stepping stone, as, even if you know me this will be news to you. I have been lost for months about my sexuality. I don't even know who I'm attracted to anymore.
sometimes I fantasize about men, sometimes women, sometimes both. I just hope a moment of clarity comes along soon and puts me on the right path.

so there no secrets anymore.