why are there so many cunts on this planet? so many fucking twats that can't see girls as real people? just as objects for them to use for sex or other bullshit? I'm fucking sick of it. I don't understand why guys cannot interpret a girl as a friend and even then they're still like "yeah she's my friend, but I'd still fuck her," ughhhhhhhhhhhh makes me fucking sick. makes me wonder, do you hang around with her because you enjoy her company or because you think one day you'll get to have sex with her and then you can move onto the next lucky girl? so fed up of all this fucking bullshit. obviously I'm not perfect, but just because I get drunk at parties doesn't mean I should automatically be a target for boys because I'm easy to take advantage of.
I want to change now. I'm getting a bad reputation that I fear won't rub off easily. the slutty, drug taking pisshead. I need to lay of drugs and drink and I need to find myself again. I need someone to talk to regularly. I can't bottle things up anymore because it's tearing me apart. I'm fearing for my own sexual itentity. I'm fearing for my own identity[fullstop]. I'm struggling to know who I am anymore and I just need someone to point me in the right direction. I need to do better at college. I need to work harder at the store. I need to try and make more friends, rather than just getting stoned and drunk with the same people every fucking weekend. can someone give me a helping hand?
I'm praying.
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I totally get you. ._.
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